I have been going through stuff... and it has been messy and hard and I am super tired of it. You see I tent to keep things tetris style. I like "conserving" space. But then you have no idea what is going on or where something might be. Since we are always moving packing boxes are usually packed in the tetris style but a home needs a different style of organization. So I hit the pantry.... and after pulling everything out, it looks like I am getting ready for the end of the world... I mean I have 61 cans of green beans.... I know they were on sale but... really? I know the kids like green beans... a lot, but still seems excessive...and why do I have 6 cans of pumpkin? I had no idea I had 6 cans... 1 or 2 sure, it is nice to bake with but 6 is extreme. I am just glad I didn't stock up on something that would attract bugs here like pasta.
So after 2 days of going through my pantry (I am not sure if that is because we have that much food or I am THAT disorganized...) I am spent. Fully spent. I feel mentally exhausted.
Monday, March 21
This last month has been... hard. Very hard. As some of you know, J was in the hospital for 2 days. He is better now, but it scared me. It also showed me how much of a disconnect hubby and I have. I would go into detail, but my hubby is a very private person and well, he would not appreciate it. Lets just say we are on the rocks... Very on the rocks.