Well, there is a bunch I need to apologize for. For one thing, I have been way overwhelmed and have not been blogging. I think it was the 3rd kid, moving yet again, hubbies hectic work schedule, N starting school and G just being 2.
The people I need to really apologize to are my kids and hubby. Sorry I didn't do something sooner. (I also have to apologize to several people that I demonized that same medication to...)
You see I have ADHD. Always have, but I have been unmediated for oh... 10+ years. I was resistant to getting back on medication. I saw it as a slap in the face that I wasn't good enough the way God made me, I disliked the transition time while it was taking effect but not quite there yet and the coming off of it, and I felt I could self medicate with coffee. Well, the truth is NONE of us are "good" enough the way God made us or we wouldn't need salvation, I can live with the transitions for the good of my family, and coffee, though nice, wasn't really cutting it. So now I am back on it. It is amazing how much clarity I have. I had forgotten. I can actually not be distracted to the point of insanity, which means actually getting a load of dished done before the kids go to bed.
Now it isn't a bed of roses either. I am reaping what I sowed before I was medicated, but those issues are easier to deal with now.
So like I said, sorry little ones and my loving and oh so patient hubby. I should have done this a long time ago.